The ideas of apostasy, and the seeds of doubt that grow in my thoughts are real. Under general definition of the term I fall into this ideology, however damning it may be. My personal struggle now is to argue myself out of this and return to the Truth, regardless of whether or not it exists. Better for an apostate to reach the realm of agnosticism, than suffer eternally as an atheist. But before I can even begin to arrive at that station I must first figure out how I arrived here; and, more importantly, can I find my way home before it's too late....
(TO BE CONTINUED...)
